I don’t know where too go right now. I find myself lost in my mind.
I wondered too much, And I feel that its going too be a while until I find myself again. The past keeps coming back. And I don’t know what to do. Everytime I face it it just strikes me down. I miss my dad, I miss the simple days, I miss the life that I onces knew …no judgment no worries nonobody looking down on you and no statuses too worry about or likes or followers . The thought of suicide never felt so good…but its not worth it I just need too disconnect myself and try too better myself. In the end I just want affection and some recognition and love…is that a little too much too ask for?